For Precious Mallory & Her Mommy  / Rose McPhee Leo's Mom

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A time of Peace...  / Mommy
Well your day finally came baby girl. It was full of mixed emotinos like last year. Peacec that  you are now in Heaven, huurt that I could never see you smile, hear your cry, feel your finger grasp my hand, Anger that god had taken you away. But in all I think you enjoyed the day. I'm sure you know but Mommy and Daddy and your sisters brought out balloons. Pink ones for us girls and 2 blue one for Daddy and one for Quenin. And you had a special balloon that said birthday girl. We released them and you carried most of them away. But yours got stuck in a tree, Daddy tried to climb it and get it but he couldnt. We also brought you a pink heart shaped cupcake with a 1 on it and a 1 candle. We lit it and waited as you blew it out. Everytime it would start to go out, it came back bright and strong. Tateum earlier in the day asked if we were going to sing Happy Birthday, but baby I just dont feel like I should be celebrating...We shared the cupcakes with family then took your sisters to McDonalds where they played afterwards. At 9:29 pm, the time you were born I lit a candle that is only for you, the flame burned brightly until 11:15 pm the time that the nurses took you from us, the last time I held you. I held your blanket and cried as the aroma of the candle filled the room, and we watched the flame dance.

I love you baby girl, and I realize that every year that passes, brings me closer to being with you...

All my love,
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Here With Me  / Mommy
Tonight driving home I had one of those Angel Moments that I've heard so many people talk about. I was sitting at the red light at Brady and Kimberly and as it had been all it, it was still snowing. Just then the tiniest snowflake hit the window. It didnt melt right away, actually not at all. It sat there so still and perfect. And for the first time in my life I saw a snowflake the way they are depicted on million of holiday decorations..It reminded me of you. I think of this as your season since we went through everything during this time of year. And as a snowflake you are so precious and fragile. You are so perfect, and here for only a short time then taken away. But this snowflake tonight, it stayed there for me to remind me that you are always here with me. When my attention came off your snowflake I suddenly saw all the millions that are falling from the sky and I didnt just see snow, I saw each individual snowflake...

I love you baby girl and will meet you in my dreams tonight..I know this sounds like rambling, but you know what I'm feeling...

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Soo sorry!  / Tasha Mommy To Angel Jordan
I am so sorry for your loss!  Our angels are playing in Heaven waiting for us to come home to them one day. 
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On Your Angel Day  / Grandma

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Just like Yesterday...  / Mommy
Hello there sweet baby girl...

Mommy cant even think of the words to write to you to tell you how I'm feeling right now...I know you know what I'm going through though. As I sit here listening to On Eagle's Wings that played as your father and uncle carried you up the aisle of the church for your funeral...I remember walking behind them....It hurts so much...and to be honest I dont think I want it to feel better...I dont want time to pass...I want to live in those few moments that we had with you forever...

These dates, this week, this month, will forever be a month of rememberence for you. It was this day a year ago that I waited up for daddy to come home at 3:30 in the morning. I was sitting on the couch, with the Christmas tree on...I was crying he came in and asked me what was wrong and I told him that I hadnt felt you move very much if at all...But since all this started back in November I hadnt felt you much at all...Daddy did his job to comfort me, and told me that everything would be ok, and that we would see you in the morning...

But the next morning we found that you had gone to Heaven...
It's getting to the point where the tears arent falling anymore, I'm crying but I have no more left ot cry.....

I love you baby girl and wisjh I could hold you oncee again...now not just in Heaven....

Hugs and Kisses up to Heaven Sweet Mallory,
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Wow, My hugs and prayers to you and your family, this holiday and always  / Susana Regan_Cloutier Mom Of Ashley/Mina Cloutier (daughter of Margarita Casillo )
http://www.rememberingmargarita.memory-of.com


My hugs and prayers to you and your family. And Angel wishes to your angel this holiday and always. 
Wow, your story was amazing. I am soo sorry. I have had three miscarraiges as well. 
http://ashley-and-mina-cloutier-dempsey.celebration-of.com/

One of my babies was dead for two weeks before I found out. 
Then there was the story of my girls which you read. 
And I also have a memory of page for my mom and sister killed as a result of domestic violence. 

Please feel free to write me anytime.  Maybe I could help you with the problem of your husband's son. At least I may find some of my myspace friends who defend dad's rights.
Let me know. 
May God Bless you 
Susana M. Regan-Cloutiermom of Ashley and Mina 
daughter of Margarita Casillo
Big Sis of Linda Anne Regan

susana_regan@yahoo.com




http://www.myspace.com/stopdomesticviolence 








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Christmas Wishes to Heaven  / Mommy
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A Year Ago  / Grandma

Hi Angel, I was just thinking about this time last year.....tomorrow will be a year ago that we sat in the ultra sound room and saw you waving your little hand at us.  It makes me sad to know that you were saying good bye and that we didn't know it. Oh how I wish you were here with us.....I know that you are in a better place and I long for the day when I get to spend my time with you. I wish I knew that you know how much we love you and miss you. Your almost a year old and it yet somehow it seems like yesterday. I can't help but wonder if you are a big girl now and running from cloud to cloud and swinging on the stars. I miss you baby girl and love you so much. Until we meet again no my love for you is never ending.....

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My First Christmas In Heaven  / Grandma

I see the countless Christmas trees around the world below
with tiny lights, like Heaven's stars, reflecting on the snow.

The sight is so spectacular, please wipe away the tear
For I am spending Christmas with Jesus Christ this year.

I hear the many Christmas songs that people hold so dear
But the sounds of music can't compare with the Christmas choir up here.

I have no words to tell you, the joy their voices bring,
For it is beyond description, to hear the angels sing.

I know how much you miss me, I see the pain inside your heart.
But I am not that far away, we really aren't apart.

So be happy for me. I know you hold me dear.
And be glad I'm spending Christmas with Jesus Christ this year.

I sent you each a special gift, from my heavenly home above
I sent you each a memory of my undying love.

After all, love is a gift more precious than pure gold.
It was always most important in the stories Jesus told.

Please love and keep each other as my Father said to do.
For I can't count the blessings of love he has for each of you.

So have a Merry Christmas and wipe away that tear.
Remember, I am spending Christmas with Jesus Christ this year.

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Happy Halloween Angel Baby  / Grandma
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9 Months  / Mommy
Well Angel Baby it's been 9 months sincee you were taken from my body. I wish I could have carried you with me forever. You are always in my heart. I was a beautiful day out. A little chilly, but while I was taking your sisters to Angie's in the morning, we were driving towards the sunrise, which is usually very bright and annoying to drive into. But yesterday The clouds were covering it, the colors of the were gorgeous, and there was a break right above the sun you couldnt see the sun, but it's rays were beaming ever so brightly. It looked like I could drive to some magic spot where I would be lifted into the clouds to see you. Part of me wanted to forget about work and just keep driving to find this spot on the horizon. I wish I could put into words how serene it was. I love you sweetie and miss you terribly.

All My Love,
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"Little Snowdrop"  / Grandma

Mallory I saw this and it made me think of you!


The world may never notice
If a snowdrop doesn't bloom,
Or even pause to wonder
If the petals fall too soon,
but every life that ever forms,
Or never comes to be, 
Touches the world in some small way
For all eternity.

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Happy 4 th of July Angel Mallory  / Judy (Mommy's Friend )

Hi Sweet Angel, I know you are missed and loved so much. Happy 4 th of July in Heaven 
~~~~Love you ~~~
Judy
                                                           
          

           

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Nite nite princess  / Judy (Mommy's Friend )

Hi Angel Mallory
   Just wanted to send you a teddy bear to hug. I know that you will hold her all night.  Watch over Mommy and all your family.
 Nite Nite Angel
Hugs 
Judy

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PENNIES FROM HEAVEN  / Grandma

I found a penny today
Just laying on the ground.
But it's not just a penny,
this little coin I've found.

Found pennies come from heaven,
That's what my Grandpa told me.
He said Angels toss them down.
Oh, how I loved that story.

He said when an Angel misses you,
They toss a penny down.
Sometimes just to cheer you up,
To make a smile out of your frown.

So, don't pass by that penny,
When you're feeling blue. It may
be a penny from heaven,
that an Angel's tossed to you.

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SENDING YOU TEDDY BEAR KISSES  / Judy (Mommy's friend )

Hi Angel Mallory,Just wanted to send you some kisses, Angel Charles loved Teddy Bears...So I sent him some to.
Love you both.

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Mallory sending kisses to sister and brother  / Judy (Mommy's Friend )

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Baby with her wings  / Judy (Mommy's Friend )

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God loves the little children  / Judy (Mommy's Friend )

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